I was waxing philosophical again recently. Riding public transportation allows me more time to do that. I began thinking about who I am and how I consider myself a well rounded person. Part of that is my desire to try new things and experience new things. The other part is just who I am. I have many diverse interests. I like many different things. Things that range the full spectrum of human interest. These things are who I am. They are a part of me. They make me tick. Here's a little more explanation. I am a...
I am a Family Man. I waited my entire life to be married. I love being a husband. I love my boys. I love spending time with my family. My home is my refuge. I can't imagine anywhere else I'd rather be than with my loving and beautiful wife and my kiddos. When my boys run from across the room and throw their arms around me when I come home from work, my eyes tear up. I love my family. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for them.
I am a Christian. To me, this is more than a belief system. It's who I am. My belief in Jesus and the bible shapes how I interact with the world. Sure, I stumble and do stupid and un-Christian things. But, I would be a far worse person without the guiding force of Jesus on my life. I am still growing. I am still making mistakes. But, being a Christian is who I am. I follow Christ.
I am an artist. A part of me is struck by art. Moved by music. I see things as beautiful. I notice things that other people don't always notice. I see art in everything. I like to write, compose music, paint, sculpt, design. I write poems and lyrics. I write stories. I write songs. If I didn't do these things, I wouldn't be me. Music is a kind of therapy for me. I use music to exorcise demons within me, to deal with pain, to express happiness, to make observations, to empathize with others, and to make it through life. I consider myself an artist. It's in my genes. My Mom and Dad are both artists.
I am a Naturist. I like to be outside. I love to camp, hike, and generally spend time in nature. I love the trees, water, plants, and the smell of flowers. I love the sound of water rushing in a river or creek. I love to watch wild animals in their natural habitat. The other day, in the early morning, I watched a coyote saunter across the green belt and disappear into some trees. I was enthralled. God made a beautiful world. I like to enjoy it.
I am a Romantic. There is a reason why I am so enamored with stories like "The Phantom of the Opera". I love love. Wild, passionate, romantic love. I love being in love. I love loving. I love my wife. I enjoy writing little notes and leaving them around the house for her. I love anticipating her kiss when I get home from work. I enjoy holding her at night, as we drift off to sleep. I love the little notes she leaves me in my lunch every day. I love seeing the face of my wife as I bring flowers to her. I love watching shows like "Pushing Daises" that portray a quirky, yet romantic love affair. Romance, it makes life worth living.
I am a Geek. Not in the nerdy version of the word (at least I don't think so...you tell me) but in the technological definition of the word. I love technology. I enjoy gadgets (much to my wife's chagrin). I carry a 16GB USB thumb drive with me at all times. I have a Palm T/X. I must have a cell phone with a full qwerty keyboard. I have a laptop. I love digital cameras. I love social networking. I love blogging. I enjoy using my car GPS. I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE my 130GB iPod (which is more full than I'd like to admit). I love MP3 technology. I love
Pandora. The internet, while being a scary and dangerous place for those trying to keep their mind pure (you have to be careful), is full of wonderful knowledge just waiting at our fingertips. Yep, I'm a geek. w00t!
I am Nostalgic. There is still a part of me that loves things from my past. I love the smell of Play-Doh. I love watching reruns of Mork and Mindy. I love watching Marx Brothers movies (thanks, Mom!). I enjoy re-experiencing Disney movies again with my boys. I love hearing songs I learned when I was a young boys (like "Fame" by David Bowie). I still enjoy Pillsbury Orange Rolls (not too often, they're not that good for you) because I liked them as a boy or Chocolate Pudding with Cool Whip with a Graham Cracker on the bottom (thanks, Grandma). Hearing folk songs like "Home on the Range" and "King of the Road" makes me smile (thanks a lot, Dad). The smell of the Pirates of the Caribbean ride at Disneyland still reminds me of the many trips I took there as a boy. I love looking back, remembering, and relishing the old times.
I am a Foodie. I love to eat. The more obscure, the better. I love ethnic and bizarre foods. I've tried Elk, Venison, Boar, Rattlesnake, Crickets, Ants, Bison, raw fish, Eel, fish roe, and lots of other strange and interesting things. I love to cook. I enjoy putting together a meal and having people rave over the taste. I love that my wife and family loves my Chicken and Homemade Noodles (thanks, Aunt Rosie), and my Beef Stroganoff. I loved that Joi's Grandparents loved my "Tuna Casserole" and asked me for the recipe. I love trying to make ethnic foods like Thai Beef with Peanut Sauce. I enjoy going out to Sushi, Greek, Indian, Ethiopian, Middle Eastern, Chinese, Japanese...you name it.
I am a People Person (Extrovert). I enjoy being around people. I get energy from people. I love to observe them, talk with them, interact with them. I love to be in the limelight (hence why I enjoyed acting, being a lead singer, and why...when I was a little boy I went missing at a wedding and was later found in the middle of a crowd of people telling jokes for spare change). I like people.
I am a Traveler. This is going to sound oxymoronic, but I consider myself a traveler...despite the fact that I've never really left the continental United States. I love to travel. To see new things. I am looking forward to the day when I can go overseas. See Europe. Africa. Japan. So far, I have enjoyed the parts of the U.S. and Mexico that I have been able to experience. I have a travelers heart. It's just that so far, I don't have the budget to back up my heart. But, that will change in time.
I am a Life-Long Learner. The way I see it, when I stop learning, I'll stop living. There will always be something new to learn. I have lots of future plans as far as learning is concerned. I have a violin that I plan to learn how to play. I plan to learn a second, third, fourth language. I plan to learn how to cook more difficult and exotic dishes. I plan to master computer languages. I plan to understand my car and how it works better. If it wasn't for school loans and expenses (and because it takes so much time away from family), I'd probably want to be back at school earning another degree. I LOVE learning. I want to do it for the rest of my life.
I am a Teacher. My Myers-Briggs personality type is ENFJ (Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, Judging). This type is explained in the book "Please Understand Me II" as The Teacher. This makes sense. I have always enjoyed teaching. I have taught everything from preschool to high school to graduate school. I love learning and imparting the knowledge I gained to others. I love teaching my boys things like how to use a pocket knife or how to treat women. I love being in front of a classroom. Maybe it's the part of me that likes the limelight, but it's so much fun to interact with your class and to see light bulbs go on. I love the appreciation from students who got something useful from your class. Teaching is just part of who I am.
I am a Sports Fan. I remember being a little lad and throwing pitches into a pitch-back net behind my fathers t-shirt shop. I had a little fantasy about being the next Fernando Valenzuela (minus the Mexican heritage, of course). I loved the Dodgers, partly by default because my Grandma was such a huge fan. Plus, my Dad liked to take us to home games (especially Fan Appreciation Day). In junior high, I became a Lakers Fan. I am still a Laker fan to this day. My beautiful wife converted to being a Laker fan early in our dating. She knows more about the players than I do now. I like to play sports. I enjoyed playing football. I like playing church league basketball. I am a pro at Wii baseball, boxing, and Bowling (does that count?). I have a competitive side. Sports is my way of feeding that part of me.
I am a Business Man. By nature, the world is set up so that I can't just be a foodie and an artist without earning some sort of living. So, I am a business man. I earned a BS in Business Management and an MA in Organizational Management. I know how to manage. I do pretty well organizing chaos. I am an administrator and a coach. I manage data. I manage records. It's what I do. I am a document manager. I manage the digitization of paper documents. I use technology to make paper go away. In a way, I'm part of the green revolution. I've done it at two University's now. I've got lots of experience doing this. It's my way of contributing to the business world.
I am a Pirate. In the geek world, there was a whole debate about Pirates versus Ninjas. I decided I was a pirate. My birthday (9/19) just happens to be "Talk Like a Pirate Day" every year. I went so far as to decide that I would be a pirate every year for Halloween. Every year I buy new elements to add to my costume. I like being a pirate. They have fun. They "suck the marrow out of life". They even had a code of conduct (well...maybe they were just guidelines).
I am More. I am more than even what I listed above. I could go on and on. I think it's good to evaluate who you are from time to time. It helps you to keep the good and throw out the bad. It helps you to see where you are spending most of your time and whether there is value in it. It helps you to examine your priorities. Self reflection. This blog is more for my benefit than for my readers (unless you wanted to get to know me better). I think it's a good practice to look at yourself from time to time. Try it.